left man a fear of and anger despising the beauty of losing the
derning context self
reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not
surrendering to the guilt complex
sanction from the disorder called for
retrospect no remorse or obligation deeds are  done and
completed the unisightly dignified
with iniquity mutilated by the sword of sense and stability lost
in the cave of spite gorging
oneself in the pit of indulgence whilst others whimper of
appetite the hunger for sacrifice
the starvation for trauma distant from the origin of violence
vortices the karma of rapture
hysteria as an element of death the animated fixtures of your
enemies taking shape as the worst
of of the all left a man of fear and anger despising the beauty
of losing the context self
reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not
surrending to the guilt complex
sanction from the disorder called for 
retrospect